Please pray for me. I need to make it out of this house and learn from this experience. I don't want a quick answer. I want courage. I don't want to be rescued. I want to take care of my own life issues and have faith. Let me take care of myself. I like emotional support, but let me do what I need to do for myself. I have to learn. Let me learn how to believe in God and myself. Don't do for me what I need to do for myself. Let me do it. I want to do it. I need to do it. This is for me. This is good for me. Don't kid yourself-- I need this. This is a big lesson I need to learn. This is mine. I don't want someone else to take it from me. This is a part of growing up. I must 'pass' to proceed to the next part of my life. I was meant to go through this. Please don't pray I weren't in it. Please just pray I grow and find the understanding I need.